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Reminisce

everyone tinks im always happy.. well some only noe tat im lyin to myself.. lik seriously.. cos u can nvr see frm my face tat im actually sad.. im always smiling.. and u see me as if im always enjoyin my life..im always der helpin others and ppl see me that i dnt face a single prob in my life.. well u dnt really noe wt is goin on inside of me.. wt im tinking.. cos the sad part of me is.. wt i always wan i cant get it.. and i dont ask fr stuffs.. i rarely wan somethin.. but some things tat i rly wan i cnt get.. lets put it tis way.. tings i WANT i can get.. tings i NEED i wont get it.. its very hurting.. especially wen it comes to love.. i find it very unfair.. i wouldn wan to elaborate.. heard of tis.. one min she wans u bak and e nxt min she hates you.. i don understand u see.. me bein me.. i jus let tings happen.. wen she is gne.. another person steps in.. tat person grew feelins fr me.. but those feelins jus drop lik tat.. i rly dono wt i cn get in life.. quite disturbing and irritating.. like people say life is unfair.. yeah lik TOTALLY.. i jus wan it to happen again.. but dnt tink it will happen.. cos ya....

“I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that for now I can't believe you”
jus tat if u proved lik wt u said.. it can happen..
but ya....




please god.. if u made it happen then it shud be fated(: giv it a chance

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