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» Thursday, May 6 / -2:54 AM

THANKS WARRIOR OF GODDESS((:

WELL I WASS DAMN PISS WIT TIS DUDE CAL HENDRA HENDRA HEE HAA.. GUY HU DOESN HAV BALLS TO MEET AND TOK FACE TO FACE.. LIK A PUSSY WAN TO BITCH ABT ME BHIND MY BAK.. GROW UP PLS.. HANDLE TIS LIK MAN.. DNT BE A PUSWUS..

WELL EVENTUALLY WARRIOR OF GODDESS ( LISZ ) HAHAHA.. HELPED ME.. SHE SPAM TAT DUDE'S FB.. LIK SO MANY POSTS.. E DUDE DELETED HER.. THEN SHE SPAM USE ANOTHER PERSON ACCT.. WAH WARRIOR BTOL SIA.. E TING IS.. WT SHE DID TOUCHED ME LOT.. SHE SAID DIS.. SHE DO ANYTHIN FR HER FREN AND FR ME TO B WIT SYIQIN.. SO TOUCHIN UH... REALLY RESPECT YOU EVEN THOUGH UR PRNGAI LAZY BABI.. LOL..

THANKS A LOT LISZ((: IF U GT ANY PROB WIT DREW U CAN APPROACH ME TOO.. HAV A GD DAY.. AND BE HAPPY WIT MY BRO((:

Labels: APPRECIATE

» / -2:49 AM

bored in class.. haha((:

OKAY I WAS DAMN BORED IN CLASS.. SO YA.. NONSENSE LA.. IT WAS FUN WHILE IT LASTED. HAHAHA

TIS IS ME.. OF COS.. IM SO IN LOVE WIT MY NECKLACE(((:

OK.. IZWAN MUKE STEP DGR.. PADAHAL TNG BORIN.. LOGAN.. DONT ACT AS IF U R INTO E CLASS CONVO.. NOTIN WENT IN UR HEAD BRO. HAHA

I WAS PULLIN LOGAN HAIR.. COS HE SCOLDED ME FOR NT STUDYIN.. STEP SIA.. LOL

GOT LOTS OF TINGS HAPPEN UH.. HONG TAT KENA WEDGIE(HWEVA U SPELL IT) lol.. HE WAS SCREAMIN IN PAIN.. LOL..

CANT WAIT TO GO SCH TMR((:

Labels: BORED

» / -2:35 AM

3 days straight baby((:

ive been meetin syiqin for e past 3 days.. hahahaha.. so niccccccccccceeeeeeeeeee(((:

1st day:

i was persistent to fetch her frm work.. difficult job uh.. cos i can get lost very easily uh.. LOL.. so ya.. after sch went to jp wit paige.. was tokin wit her some stuffs.. best part uh.. paige and syiqin pri sch frenz.. hw small can spore get.. LOL.. so ya.. paige teman til i gt into e bus.. bloody idiot bus driver.. fuker.. say cnt stop cnt stop.. padahal can stop sia.. i ended up at ahmd ibrahim der.. jau sia.. pukimak.. and i was really lost.. i din noe hw to walk.. syiqin called me.. i tink she suspected i will b lost la.. sial..LOL.. bopian.. took a cab to pioneer road.. $7.30)))))))))))))))))))))))): nvm fr her wt i dnt mind((((((((((((((((((((((((((: so we walked to jp.. dear wnted to eat.. met paige first at popular.. had a small catch up session.. then went to eat at banquet.. after tat we spent time awhile then send her bak hme.. I FOUND MY WAY TO E MRT AFTER TAT WHOOOTS(((:

2nd day:

i had my 2nd attempt.. hahahah.. sadly i was runnin late.. so kinda rush.. yeah.. i reached on time actually.. went i was at lakeside i told syiqin i was at bukit gombak.. i tink she was a bit piss.. HAhahA.. sry my dear((:

i waited fr her near her workplace.. cos nk gi dalam mcm scary.. LOL.. so ya.. we walked to some place.. and sat der.. cos i was damnnnnn tired... we chit chat.. and testin each others sensitivity level.. LOL.. i noe you noe(((: it was really runnin late fr her.. but ya i din allow her to go home.. eventually it was really runnin late.. so i send her to e bus stop and went to chill wit bro while waitin fr warrior of goddess.. LOL.. then went bak home((:

3rd day:

syiqin said wanted to spent time and catch a movie.. so i arranged fr it.. sadly i was late to get e tix.. all were sold out.. OMG I FEEL SO GUILTY))))): she said is ok.. she jus wanted to spent time wit me.. awwwww.. so loved((: we went to marina.. ate at LJS.. and ya.. somethin happened to me.. syiqin was piss at me first.. i was lik WTF IS WRONG WIT U.. TK NMPK PE TNG SAKIT.. i din say it uh.. eventually she spoke softly to me.. i understand her wry fr me la.. sry deaR)): but im nt gna see e doc.. yeap((: then we walked to fort cannin park.. wan spent time 2geda.. she was lik damn tired climbin e stairs.. pity her lah.. we sat dwn tok.. and ya((: hehehe.. she warned me nt to tempt her.. i did.. LOL.. but then i realise she was burnin up.. she was havin fever la.. omg.. we went off.. get her panadol and water.. is so cute to see her consume her panadol.. LOL.. sry((: she was burnin badly.. quite worried though. i send her bak home.. din care abt e last train.. cos i noe dnt hav.. send her til her doorsteps.. her dad looked at me.. asked if i wanted to come in.. im lik is ok... and he said see you soon.. i smiled and walked. hahah.. good impression pe(((: now she is sleepin soundly.. cos her fever went dwn.. so relieved((: rest well((: and ya der is gna b 4th day meetin.. cos she is comin sch((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

nice pic((: syiqin lik in love wit tis pic.. haha.. so sweet((:

be prepared for tmr((((:

Labels: happy days((:

» / -1:49 AM

drew's bdae celebration((:

OK IM BAK((: people ask me update my blog.. haha.. so will do..

1st of may... bro's bbq... was so tense up ya.. cos i want everythin to b perfect.. no cock up.. and i mean no cock up.. was runnin here and der to get all e stuffs for bro's bdae bbq celebration.. i really wanted it to go well.. cos andrew hav went thru lots in life.. jus wan him to be happy.. he doesn really get anythin fr himself.. so plan on tis bdae get stuffs tat he need fr himself.. we were findin fr a mp3 though.. but ya.. bro likes to watch movies also.. planned to get a mp4.. then walked arnd saw a mp5.. it like cost a bomb.. lisz was quite worried abt e money we hav to fork out.. but both of us agree.. its for drew.. jus get it.. and we did.. well done lisz((:

so on e day fr e bbq.. i met love at town((: hahaha.. she is so patient.. cos im late as usual.. im so sry((: im jus too lovable fr u to get mad wit me ^.^ it was really a coincidence tat we wore black top and grey bottom.. AWWWWWWWWWWW!!(((((: haha.. she wanted to look for mother's day gift.. walked arnd.. den i was hungry.. so went to kfc and eat while she looked at me eatin((: after tat went FEP get a necklace.. OHHHH... IM SO IN LOVE WIT MY NECLACE.. me and syiqin gt somethin in common(((: then went to yoshinoya to meet ian and nadia.. hahaha.. syiqin and nadia got along VERY WELL... hahaha.. went to get nadia's top.. OMG.. AKU STRESS SIA NGN IAN.. serious.. LOL.. so particular abt e cuttin fr top.. i am also particular la.. but nt to his extend. DUHHHH!! then finally gt one.. we head bak to ut.. nadia din tag along cos she gt stuffs to do.. so ya.. ian went to lot to get somethin.. i went to get e 4KG cake.. OMG.. LOL.. then surprised bro wit e cake((: he look surprise.. oh he acted it out. LOL.. I DONO.. but ya he seemed very happy.. was damn glad abt it.. everythin went very well..

dear bdae boy((:

people hu helped out a lot((:

me and e mafia((:

beckham and me.. haha

relieve e moment of e playas((:

and den e bromance(((:

this two gt along really well.. perot same.. haha((:

her and me. me and her. AWW((:

(i look lik i din sleep =.=")

so after bbq.. its time for drink drank drunk((: was really fun.. haha.. i gt mentally prepared.. and started.. syiqin so nice of her.. she was takin care of me.. wt a tough job.. LOL.. dey say i was goin arnd lovin guys.. soniq kena e most.. LOL.. andrew, ian, amir, sam, sufi.. hahaha all kena frm me.. NICEEE!! LOL.. i hugged everyone.. LOL.. OMG.. haha.. im straight((: i was tokin a lot.. kesian syiqin.. but she enjoyed it i tink.. den uh.. tada.. i noe you noe syiqin.. hehehehe(((: everyone started headin bak.. i went bak at 7am.. den KO((:

i dono tis one b4 drunk or after.. but very nice((((:

i really think andrew enjoyed his bdae a lot.. he was so smiley.. LOL.. ok tats gay. haha((: but ya.. and lisz put lots of effort in this.. really must respect her.. cos she was also very tense up.. well done lisz.. i really respected ur capability.. warrior of e goddess.. lol.. u shud thank her lots bro((:

dear bro, tis was one thing we could do to appreciate ur friendship and everythin u did fr us.. even though its nt grand. its somethin we did fr you((: happy 19th bdae bro.. stay happy always.. and may our friendship last long((:

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» Friday, April 30 / -6:24 AM

when life is rockin on((:

omg.. i din go sch on tue,wed,thus and fri.. and im nt fukin sad abt it.. hahahah.. omg da havoc sia.. mati.. year 3 bnyk nak serious.. kk i promise someone ill be serious e 3rd week.. cos she is gna b my little miss wake up call(((: all e best to you. haha.. lots of ting happen latelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. so here it goes..

went movie wit lovable ppl((: syiqin, drew and lisz.. we went to watch bounty hunter..

din came up to my expectations.. but is worth e money.. hahaha.. u noe y.. cos its a fukin free ticket.. LOL..

man singaporeans dono hw to laugh.. dumb.. LOL.. i find e movie funny.. worth watchin yeah((: lepas to went chillin at hq.. den blablabla.. wah send syiqin home.. OMG.. last train gone.. FML.. nvm send her till her block.. she was very reluctant of me sendin her though.. but yeah.. puvan kan gentleman((: ok from pioneer.. walk to jurong east.. u really can FML SIA.. JAU PE BOI.. hahahahaha.. send her arnd 1230am.. rched hm 6am.. BAIK VAN!! LOL.. she was worried.. and she dont allow me to send her hm anymore.. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW)): haha.. see la hw it goes :D

Wednesday met god sis (shareena).. hahah.. lame tk jumpe die.. she waited fr me at city hall for 30 mins. and she wasnt mad.. lagi2 da mlm.. she was chill abt it.. so understandin(((: we took a cab to e bar we supposed to go.. took awhile to find e place.. after we found it.. we dint wan go.. cos we were totally underdress la.. cb.. all wear so smart.. i summore.. white long sleeve.. skinny.. beads hangin frm my neck.. LOL.. FORMAL SNGT.. so we wanted to jus go elsewer.. eventually didn.. i made a new fren SELINA.. hahaha.. somehw i gt link wit her.. cos she frm st mrgt.. LOL.. coincidence pe.. very friendly girl though.. and made new frenz.. one guy name was salmon..hahah.. i call him ikan.. LOL.. e other guy i frgt.. malay dude..selina managed to psycho me in.. i pulled shareena wit me..and i was so tempted to drink.. tinkin tmr gt sch. i drank a bit.. e "long island tea" omg is super nice.. but it is super pure la.. mixture of so many.. vodka, rum, terquila.. a lot uh.. and tat salmon ask me drag.. cb drag uh.. NONENG NONENG PE BOI... hahahahahhahah.. i curi frm other ppl glass and drink also.. haha.. shareena scolded me.. i din care.. i was a bit havoc.. then kuar lagu.. i in miami bitch.. haha.. niceee... then i lik rly dono wt was happenin.. til i found tis in my phone((: haha

a bit blur uh.. tats shareena((:

i noe im wonderin wt is happenin.. haha

and tis is my new FREN selina((:

i highlight again jus frenz.. and to ppl hu don noe me.. i love hugs.. so dnt wry abt e pic.. its jus a friendly hug((:

today.. went out wit pinoy wonder boy.. haha.. ian la.. went town first to settle his printin.. then wen to ikea to get his frames.. funny sia.. in ikea see evryone as family.. i and ian lik gay sia.. LOL.. i jus called him.. " dear wer is e frames" LMFAO.. LOL.. hahaha.. we were lik wonderin arnd.. then went to eat.. i ate MEATBALLS.. OMG.. haha.. da shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... diam2.. ian dont tel my mom((: nice sia food.. 30 bucks.. worth it la.. went bak to e lift..gt his stuff.. and went out to smoke.. so we set up his frames nicely so tat it doesnt fall.. lefi it on e ground.. jus went we abt to smoke.. ian saw e fukin benches to sit on.. NB. hahaha.. fukin funny sia.. smoke then went to wait fr cab.. NBCB LANCIAOZZZ.. FIRST TIME IN LIFE WAIT FR CAB FR ALMOST AN HR.. PUKIMAK SIA.. hahaha.. then went bak met johnny and merlyn.. hahaha.. nice ppl((: fyi its ian's mom and dad(((: went dwn to chill.. ian's fren came.. glen.. LOL... we had a nicceee ice break.. LOL.. insultin each other.. LOL.. we went ghost huntin at zheng hua park.. was ok uh.. jus tat tirin.. wonderin wt tat white ting standin at e stone.. LOL.. still a mystery.. went bak to chill at ut.. and went bak home.. good day.. to say good week uh.. i really enjoyed myself..

BUT NEXT WEEK MUST SERIOUS.. hahaha.. k la study la puvan.. Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!((:

life is ever so rockin on((:

sleep time.. nitez((:

Labels: rock on(:

» Wednesday, April 21 / -6:08 PM

my confession((:

over and done wit.. hahaha.. pandai2 uh..

ok my days in sch... nt bad uh.. especially syiqin kept me company.. and bak to my old class.. amazing.. e havoc class i bak 2geda.. pity logan.. he alone in another class. dnt wry bro.. mon i will meet u.. but hav to go to business buildin.. fuk uh.. benci eh.. LOL.. well i dn giv a damn anymore((: SYIQIN.. U MAKE MY DAYS IN SCH.. wout u i tink i die in class.. actually i am kinda energetic in sch.. mkn mkn mkn.. LOL.. but ya.. im "excited" to learn new tings((: come on.. year 3.. final year..

tis is e last time to get it rite
tis is e last chance to make it our night
we got to show wat we're all about
work together

tis is e last chance to mak our mark
history will noe hu we are!
tis is e last game so mak it count
ITS NOW OR NEVER!

baik lagu.. now or never.. true uh.. year 3 sia.. poly life gna come to an end.. sedih sia.. nvm.. we will still keep in touch.. and all e havocs wr created are legendery.. HAHA

bak to smlm.. ytd i grab my guts to say it.. hahahah.. lik omg.. keepin to myslelf fr so loooooooooooooooong... i wanted mak sure its clean.. and im confident.. someone told me PATIENCE IS VITURE.. TRUE SIA.. IT PAID OFF.. I FIND E RITE ONE I TINK.. she mak me all smiley((: reasons

she always encourages me
cheers fr me wen i acheive somethin
listen to my sad stories
bak me up and will stand up fr me
appreciates me
make me smiley all over
VERY UNDERSTANDIN

main tings tat are needed.. basic actually.. i feel really comfortable wit her.. so ytd.. i was lik wantin to tel.. nt wantin to tel.. i dono uh.. ala.. puvan bilang uh.. so i confessed.. guess wt.. SHE FEELS E SAME WAY.. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW... hahahahahahha.. but dnt rush tings.. giv us time.. she still need to lose her bet.. sial uh.. jus lose gitu pls.. fr me(((:.. u r ever so sweet.. LOL.. my bros encourage me.. my bestie god sister frenz.. all encouraged me.. so nice of u guys(((: i went fr it.. and its a positive result.. hahaha.. mcm chemistry((:

im very content wit my life.. no more burdens.. no more problamatic issues to handle.. i can slp peacefully..startin afresh.. and my new adventure begins.. hahaha.. main game pe puvan.. LOL.. but ya.. llookin forward fr sun.. she is comin fr my bola.. AWWWW.. and she is gna surprise me wit somethin.. YAY! *HUGS* in advance((: tok to you at nite ya.. hahahahahhaha..

current mood: IN LOVE((:
RANDOM JE;D

Labels: i love you and you love me

» Monday, April 19 / -1:51 AM

wont be e same if we ever meet again(((:

OKOKOK!!!.. amcm..

today uh.. happy uh.. menang 1-0.. nvm win da bagos.. we r comin bak.. go sapphire... FIRE BURNIN FIRE BURNIN. abeh btol2 sia.. somebody call 911.. tk is 955.. referee black out siul.. kesian die.. may u rest well((:

ok sam.. u cb.. lucky nvr get penalty.. handball sia kau... farkin obvious.. nasib kau.. british guys " fuk referee.. u fukin blind" fuk everywhere... fuk e world.. HAHA.. sam muke pekbum.. act notin happen.. we a lot of chance.. soniq 2 chances.. wasted.. but he injured.. get well soon legend((: pariah also a lot.. cb.. hahaha.. then unexpected guy score.. adi.. HAHAHAHA.. after 6 years his 1st goal.. baik.. ONE MORE.. I CaPTAIN FR E TEAM NOW... BAIK PUVAN.. WOOHOOO.... soccer da over..

i miss my oldself.. random uh.. hahahaha.. nabeelah..u e hottest one((: kinda miss you.. but i frgive you.. we frenz bak((: remember chinese garden.. heheheheheheheh.. muhahahahaha.. between me n u((: miss those times.. being e game((: skrng da tkde.. da matured((: nabeelah meet soon.. hahaha.. which will b like after a year.. dua2 bz.. but ya.. miss ya meet soon((: kawan kawan je.. ONLY FREN!((:

bak to life.. tmr start sch.. cb.. mentally nt prepared.. hahahaha.. nvm positive tinkin.. SOMEONE KENAKAN ME.. hahahaha.. okok.. helllloooo to mornin life again((: miss sch uh.. gt year 1 to bully.. muahahahahahahhahahaa.. ok.. I WILL GO SCH WIT POSITIVE ATTITUDE.. LAGI EVERY WED TK SKOLA.. hahahaha.. im gna be serious abt my studies.. da year 3 uh.. jgn main2.. lagi scholar.. cb.. LOL.. extra effort needed.. ok puvan.. focus.. no more playin arnd.. tink abt urself now..speakin abt tink of myself.. my bros say is time i tink abt myself .. andrew ask me tis.. hw long u wan suffer seein all THESE and HOLDIN ON.. true enuf in wt he say.. cos notin changes.. prngai tetap same uh.. i tink i decided.. open my choices.. i dn wan suffer.. i wan b happy babe... i wan enjoy.. lik wt all my bros say.. abdul andrew ian sam... all.. alot lagi uh.. sch mates outside close frenz.. all say.. i shud mak my choices open.. tats wt i decided.. yeahh.. YESSSSSS... ye la.. yes yes yes.. sial kau puvan.. eh diam uh aku nye pasal.. LOL.. da.. AND SOMEONE CALLED ME CUTE... SHE VERY SHY I MENTION HER NAME.. HER NAME HEART SHAPE HEART SHAPE is lik tis.. ♥♥ syiqin ♥♥.. suke nah eh u.. LOL.. i tink im gna b content wit my life nw onwards.. no more burden.. no more stress.. no more suspectin.. no more feelin CHEATED.. CB KAU.. okok chill((: aku nak mataer uh yang show i her bf.. nt eh wit me laen mcm ngn public mcm strangers.. puki.. hahaha.. my next gf hopefully nt lik tat(((:

Ill never be the same if we ever meet agaian
Whooooon't let you get awaaay
Say if we ever meet again,
This free-falls, got mee sooo, kiss me all,
Night, Don't ever let me go
Ill never be the same if we ever meet again

Im bak baby((:

welcome bak Romeo((:
"love me or hate me it doesn mak me or break me"

nitez ppl((:

Labels: romeo is bak((:

» Friday, April 16 / -4:54 AM

Friendship

der is one ting is tis world i sacrifice everything for.. that is friendship.. its difficult to mak frens.. but its nt easy keepin e closed ones.. jus takes a single prob to end a friendship.. but i hav frens hu hav been der for me and sacrifice their time for me.. stand up for me no matter wt happens.. great frens.. gonna be 7 years soon..

names.. malas uh wan put.. but pics ade((:

dey hav given everythin for me.. moral support.. confidence to move on from tings.. advices.. enjoy 2geda.. been thru shit 2geda.. get in trouble 2geda.. everythin.. beautiful memories.. yes we fight.. well to say der was a major fite.. til i din tok to all of dem fr months.. i hav to admit.. i was sad and affected deeply.. cos to me dey are wonderful ppl to b arnd wit.. now we settled everythin.. any fights we tok tings out.. understandin towards each other.. be der fr each other..im proud to say dey are my bros and besties.. WE CAN FACE E WORLD 2GEDA((: hahaha.. dramatic sia.. but ya;D

even recently i was facin lots of probs.. e one stand up fr me are my bros.. and console me.. dey never gave me up.. til now dey accept me and giv in to tings tat i still wan to hold on too.. after numerous times dey ask me to giv it up.. i still wanted to hold on.. cos one day tat person will change.. my bros still support me and encourage me til today.. i appreciate tat a lot.. i can tell everyone.. i cnt find any better frenz than tis..

i wan say thanks for always bein der fr me. supportin me.. guidin me.. helpin out each other.. love u bros and besties.. may tis friendship last long freva((:

Last pic tk perlu.. but he taught me wit great power comes great responsibility((:

love you guys.. last long kite((:

these people whom i will sacrifice anything for((((:

nitez;D

Labels: people that keep me wild(:

» / -3:24 AM

JUS REMINISCE((:

WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!

everyone noes.. atleast ppl close to me.. noe i wan be in a relationship... miss being loved by one special person hu would u would do anythin for and tat person would do anything fr you..

well for me i hav only been in one very faithful relationship.. which i will never frget.. but it will ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED AS SWEET MEMORIES ONLY((:

well here hw it goes.. i never expect to end up wit her.. cos she rejected all e guys hu ran after her in sch.. nt that she was bossy or jual mahal.. but i dono y also.. haha.. well i spoke to her thru my bestie.. AYU((: we were jus friends.. we always study 2geda.. after that she started sharing her probs.. i adviced her lot abt life.. she changed a lot.. she always came to sch smilin.. then we started goin sch 2geda.. i rly had no feelings fr her.. OBVIOUSLY.. im attached to another gal.. DUHHHH... i wont cheat her.. but then.. my gf was creating probs cos of her fren.. her fren was constantly creating sparks between us.. and she din bother to do anythin.. slowly i lost my interest.. then tis gal.. k la.. lets call her ney.. tats wt i call her... HAHA.. da come bak.. ney was der for me wen i was facin my probs.. i still remember.. i was bak at home.. she called ask where was i.. she needed to tok and she din wan go home.. i met her at cck.. so we really din noe wt to do.. we went lot 1.. then we went causeway.. then we went westmall.. all e way jln2 je.. hahaha..masih budak2 pe..then came bak to cck.. we plan to walk to bukit panjang.. haha.. kil time. actually i damn tired.. my legs were aching.. but sacrifice uh.. lol.. walked her home.. was damn fun.. we were tokin all e way.. i din feel e pain at all.. wen i looked into her eyes.. i felt some kind of a feelin in me.. kimak puvan DRAMATIC SIA KAU.. haha.. but ya.. u noe e sudden grow of feelings.. but i told myself im attached.. so it jus dropped.. send her bak home.. e nxt day.. gt into a big fite wit my gf.. i din do anythin wrong sia.. as in she said i damn prngai to her.. kimak.. sape prngai sia.. die nak break.. i din wan to at first cos i wanted to tok tings out.. but no point ya.. break je... i made history sia.. on e day i break i went on wit ney.. power or wt((: ney was reluctant at first.. cos tk rase sedap.. but i say we try tings out and work out.. if it doesn work out jus b frenz den.. THANKS AYU FOR HELPIN((: well INDEED IT WORKED OUT!!((:

if i wan say wt we been thru uh bleh mati sia.. cos uh.. i can tok all e way.. relationship fr 3 years((: sweet sia..i will jus put e tings we been thru fr each other.

wen we went on.. e whole sch came to noe.. i was nt used to e attention.. but after awhile da biase.. we were lik e famous couple in sch.. e whole sch smpai cikgu pon tau.. power or wt.. i lik((: i remember e time i was damn sick.. was shiverin and coughed badly.. but she wanted to meet cos she was missin me.. she din noe i was damn sick.. wen we met.. she found out and scolded me.. but she din allow me to go home.. she put me to slp.. and massage me.. lik tc of me.. remember e times she cooks fr me.. wt i ask she cook fr me.. gt one time i ask fr nasi ayam.. she cook sia.. and she fed me..using hands agi((: i dn lik ppl feed me using spoon.. haha.. mommy's boy wt;D

she will always send me bak home.. its lik we always be 2geda.. from mornin 730am til 730pm.. always 2geda.. really felt e love.. she will giv me lots of random gifts she made by herself.. sometimes i din come sch cos im on MC.. she will come home and feed me and put me to slp.. she will be jus sittin der petting me to slp.. she is e one hu stand up fr me wen anyone throws racist remarks at me.. anyone hu wans her no or kenal2 she straight away say she has a guy named puvan.. usually ppl stop at i hav a guy.. she say smpai my name kuar.. lik she shows and tells everyone im her bf.. i damn glad and proud uh.. she always noes her limits.. every single ting she tells me.. she never hide anything from me.. i remembered she came down for my trainin bola.. i gt into a bad injury.. my legs and hand bleed badly.. she ran to a nearby shop bought plasters and tissues and water.. she rubbed away e blood.. it was really disgustin.. cos e skin semua peel off.. bleedin badly.. but she jus wiped and put plasters fr me.. i was damn touched.. hueva flirts wit her she tk layan.. she will come n tel me.. or sometimes she jus ask tat guy to fuk off.. damn straight forward..i remember we had our formal outin.. DAMN COOOOLL UH.. we were both in formal wear.. smart and hensum.. pretty and hot.. HAHAHAHA.. inside e bus.. we were standin.. her heels were hurtin her.. she took it off but she din wan stand bare foot cos dirty.. she was standin on my leg all e way til bp.. then also we played coca cola in e bus.. and chee ko pah(hweva u spell it).. gt tis young lady looked at us.. she was smilin and laughin in our actions.. and she said " u two are a cute and sweet couple".. tat was random. but it really affected me.. cos i e type liks publicity of hu i am wit.. and a random person givin tat comment it rly meant a lot.. best part we never really fite.. one fite fr 4 months.. hahah.. we had tis basic understandin.. we always tok ting out.. we never really had tis prob PLAYIN BEHIND EACH OTHER'S BACK.. we trust each other.. tats e kind of understandin we hav between each other.. she never lies to me neither do i.. for our anniversary i din prepare much for her.. but prepared so many tings for me.. lik seriously a lot.. all DIY.. she made a photo album of us.. and LOTS of letters tat she wrote that she couldn giv me(something happen in between)..a new shirt.. a lot uh.. i was damn touched.. lik can cry.. serious.. noone was so sweet to me to tis extend b4.. she was lik everythin to me.. cos she never gives me up.. always der always stand up fr me.. she was so call my girlfren, bestfren .mother, sis, enemy etc etc.. cos of some reason we had to split.. nt tat we wanted.. circumstances and life was unfair.. now she is wit a guy fr a year plus.. she is happy.. and im happy to see her happy((: we promised each other dis.. no matter wt happens we will still keep in contact no matter wt.. our status would become BEST FREN((: not cntctin behind our current gf or bf or future husb or wife.. mepek sia.. so my next gf hav to accept me fr tis((:

Thats how my first real love was like.. I STATE AGAIN. TO SOME PEOPLE.. I ONLY REMINISCE.. NOT COS I STILL LOVE HER OR MISS HER OR WT SO EVA SHIT.. IS TO TEL WT KIND OF RELATIONSHIP IM EXPECTING..

I DN WAN LIK E GAL KEEP ON LIE TO ME.. PLAYING BEHIND MY BAK.. NOT SERIOUS.. NEVER WANT TO SETTLE ANYTHIN.. NEVER TOK TINGS OUT.. NO BASIC UNDERSTANDIN.. NEVER SHOW HU HER BF IS.. NOT PROUD OF HU E BF IS.. ETC ETC LA..

i wan my next gal to be opposite of wt i mentioned above.. i can accept her fr hu she is and she can accept me fr hu i am..

i want it to last.. freva((: i hav really learned in life.. i wil be faithful.. im nt gona play around. it ended 3 years ago... im damn faithful.. self proclaim pe puvan.. u wont noe til u try eh((:
expecting to find e rite one soon.. maybe i hav already met her.. but she din prove anythin or showed to me yet.. hmmmm.. let tings happen.. see hu will be e one((:

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

jap eh next post comin.. break jap((:

Labels: tings happen fr a reason

» Monday, April 12 / -2:57 AM

nt jealousy but sadness i feel fr you((:

heloooooooooooooo.. ok tok abt sat 1st.. kerje blablablablabla..(a day i was damn piss so dnt wan tok abt it)
kk da sun.. haha
today game was 3pm..early sia.. all gather at cck.. then ready set go.. da smpai field.. cb tkde orng.. ingt game cancel ke ape.. andrew tolak e gate da bukak.. then bla blabla.. warm up... time fr match.. all new frmation today.. i played stopper.. interesting kan.. tau.. BUT I ROCK SIA.. haha.. jokin.. but i felt tat slidin is so fun.. cos usually i kena slide wt cos i striker.. now i defender slide other ppl fukin shiok sia.. lol.. 1st half aredi tat kimbo cari psl.. nvr mark his man.. then i go cover.. i kena tackle by e striker.. cb frm e bak sia.. puki mak nye anthony.. lucky i kept calm..LOL.. then 2nd time kimbo lost his man.. i sprint.. cover and a beautiful slide.. well timed tackle by Puvan( commentator from winning eleven) hahahahahahah!((: then 1st half 1-1 draw.. 2nd half we conceit again cb.. scramble sia... then uh.. miracle happen sia.. i ask sam to shooooooot.. he shoot half volley.. GOAL SIA... LAWA SIA GOAL.. HE CELEBRATE UH E FACE FUKIN FUNNY.. LIK HE HIMSELF DNT BELIEVE SCORE... LOL.. but seriously e goal fukin nice.. then i also gt mak mistake lucky gopi cover.. sry uh nt used to defend.. then last2.. coach nvr mark.. then e gemok wan take shot aredi cos open.. i frm bhind come slide.. clear e ball.. ANOTHER SAVE FROM PUVAN.. WHAT WE DO WOUT HIM.. HE GAVE HIS ALL FOR HIS GAME EVEN THOUGH HE INJURE HIS RIGHT SHOULDER AND LEFT ANKLE( COMMENTATOR FROM EPL.. HAHAHA.. AND KHALIQ SAY E GIV HIS ALL BLABLABLA) in e end we draw 2-2.. which is good uh.. better than losin rite.. ok then lepas bola.. go watch bola again at ut.. then went bak home..

main topic now.. u read or u dnt i dono.. but i wan share wt i feel.. so much fr work tings out.. start afresh...etc etc.. u nvr want to settle anythin.. up to u seriously.. and i feel sad fr u.. u noe y.. cos u always make decisions wen u r mad and nvr tink of hw it will affect u afterwards.. u r hasty.. u say im petty.. tel u tis.. u hide tings from me.. do tings bhind my bak.. u categories me as somethin(dnt wish to say).. lie to me.. e way u treat me in front of ppl and in public and in front of my frenz.. im still cool abt it.. u gt so angry over me cos of a password.. OMG.. pls la.. ur pin no lik wt also i keep quiet.. tok tings out.. look whose petty eh.. yes im sry tat i treated u lik tat and b arrogant in front of ur frenz.. my fault and im sry.. but i wana giv u a taste of hw i feel wen u treat me lik tat.. tk sedap kan.. best part.. u nvr wanted to settle anythin.. and u cant b bothered.. i wont force anythin.. ur choice really.. im old enuf to tink nt to mak decisions while im angry.. cool dwn and tink.. dnt bullshit abt future wit me if u r nt serious or u gna b petty lik tis.. dnt mean it pls dnt say it.. TERIMAH KASIH.. well.. u made me look dwn on u fyi((: end of e day ur decision((:

On the other hand.. i really miss bein in a relationship.. LIK SERIOUSLY.. my bros and frens noe.. i miss bein in love uh.. lik eh i love you.. oh i love you too.. SINCERE LA.. nt sayin fr e sake of saying.. hahaha.. i dnt wan tat kind of gal.. keep on lyin..hide tings.. nt sincere.. dono hw to treat e bf mcm mataer.. dono hw to appreciate.. tis kind of gal.. i dono wt to say.. i wan someone hu can shower me wit love.. be der fr me.. show im her bf.. lik.. kalao kuar.. if saw her dey noe eh ni mataer puvan or fr me eh ni mataer blabla( i love publicity.. cos i b proud of my gf and my gf proud of me.. so we proud bein together).. and noes her limit.. nt go overboard.. da tau ade mataer be faithful.. tat kind of gal.. havent meet one yet.. maybe gt.. hehehe..sssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... but ya.. choices still open((: if im choosy in tis i dnt care.. cos i wan a last long relationship.. no more playing a fool one.. malas nk layan PMPN MCM GITU;D

okay must slp soon.. kena collect gaji sok.. sial uh.. jau sia.. hahaha.. ok i lik tis pic((: nitez

To you: Just know you´re not in this thing alone
There´s always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart
Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

Anything that´s worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for

Labels: new beginning coming to an end

» Thursday, April 8 / -2:45 AM

Outing wit 007 ;D

Der has been a big commotion goin abt fr e past few weeks.. ok la one mth plus la.. happy?? hahahaha.. ya la.. but i decided.. i peace wit everyone.. malas nk gado.. u wan b good to me i b good to u.. u mean to me.. i do notin abt it((: so yeah..

007 was sry abt everything.. maafkan je.. no point holding grudges((: and i was sry fr insulting her too((: so eh.. uhhhhhhhhhh.. ala dua2 maafkan each other.. senang ckp la.. lol.. der were still sparks here and der.. pi let tings happen je(:

okkkkkkkkkkk... da cukup drag... we went out the other day.. she ask me teman her to find job... so teman lor.. she kept on changing e timin.. binget sia aku.. cnt sleep peacefully.. hahaha.. den i told her i be late... she was ok abt it.. den da kuar umah.. der she starts.. e calls.. e msgs.. where are you.. where are you.. haiyo.. stress sia.. lol.. told her waitin fr train.. then somethin sparked between us..she said somethin.. uat aku flame sia.. ccb knn lanciaozzzzzzzzzzzz..get down mrt i walked straight to 190 stop.. she nt der.. she call.. i say i at 190 der.. die flame sia.. she say she waitin for me at mrt der.. i aredi ask u wait at 190 der hu ask u go mrt der.. jgn step baik uh.. hahahahahahaha.. peace(: ok .. i was still piss la... took e bus to town.. she tried tokin to me.. i was quite cold.. she said sry.. but i still piss la.. but atleast i replied.. pi prngai uh.. haha.. ego uh.. cb
lol. then in e end da ok.. gt dwn at far east then she went to get her job.. beh gi mkn.. i cant remember e place uh we eat.. pi sedap.. we ordered.. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... nasi pattaya , kway teow,one ting wit mayo.. i fr gt uh.. and and and.. i cnt remember e last one...popcorn chicken?? nono.. tis is nt kfc.. uhhhh ape sia.. tkpe.. i dnt remember.. lol.. then after that we plan to catch a movie.. so gi cathay.. first ting smpai cathay.. cari amira ngn annur.. dua2 tkde sia.. cb.. hahaha.. tkde discount..lol.. i wanted to watch how to train ur pet dragon.. pmpn to tnk.. geram sia..LOL.. den watched "when in rome". tot gna b a borin movie.. jus watch je..then i disturb her la abt e sit no and duit.. die eh.. PUKI SIA.. SENSITIVE... PUSWUS SIA!!!! (chill uh if u read tis) hahahahahah..pi serious sia.. GADO AGI!.. sial uh.. someone walked away siul... lol..ask me watch myself.. i tinkin.. hw uh..tot wanted to call someone to jus watch wit me..hahahahaha.. bastard uh..then i tink.. haiya i go out wit her dn fite la.. went dwn to huff puff.. then saw her.. sittin lik queen.. LOL.. exaggerate sia.. i go tap her ask my ipod bak... then txt her.. padahal we bside each other.. LOL.. ask she wan watch anot.. she say of cos.. I FUKIN LAUGH IN MY HEART SIA.. EH TADI CKP WATCH URSELF.. LOL.. LMFAO.. im laughin while im typin now.. LOL.. ok la.. masok.. then she mintak maaf.. peace je la.. tkmo ego... we enjoyed e movie 2geda(((: nice movie though.. i describe in 3 pics((:

THE MOVIE

Its about tis love fountain.. and she picked up coins der

Lastly happy ending((: AWWWWWWWWWWW!

Then............... after movie went to esp.. hahaha.. chill der.. tok some stuffs.. then uh.. gt tis young guys listenin to tis song damn nice.. music uh.. then suddenly "im in miami bitch" saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap.. nice sia.. hahaha.. lissa was so obsessed wit it.. lol.. but e tune rockz.. david guetta sia.. wt u expect.. LOL.. then we tok some stuffs out.. was calm.. snap pics((:

niccccccccce((:

Then its time fr dear 007 to go home.. tkle alik lmbt uh.. gt into a small conflict uh.. but ala.. da nk alik.. uatpe nk gado.. so maafkan puvan((: yes.. gt dwn at lot .. den something ~~WORST HAPPEN~~.. ~~CCB KNN NNB LANCIAOZZZ PUKI MASOK BABI~~.. hahaha.. den uh.. blablablabla.. da ok.. send her bak home.. then meet bros at yew tee.. sat down tok.. had a good chat.. semua da tired.. alik REST(((:

CONCLUSION FR E DAY:

i had a good day wit 007 ;D

Nak tgk bola skrng.. byezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!

Labels: New Beginning((:

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