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JUS REMINISCE((:

WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!

everyone noes.. atleast ppl close to me.. noe i wan be in a relationship... miss being loved by one special person hu would u would do anythin for and tat person would do anything fr you..

well for me i hav only been in one very faithful relationship.. which i will never frget.. but it will ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED AS SWEET MEMORIES ONLY((:

well here hw it goes.. i never expect to end up wit her.. cos she rejected all e guys hu ran after her in sch.. nt that she was bossy or jual mahal.. but i dono y also.. haha.. well i spoke to her thru my bestie.. AYU((: we were jus friends.. we always study 2geda.. after that she started sharing her probs.. i adviced her lot abt life.. she changed a lot.. she always came to sch smilin.. then we started goin sch 2geda.. i rly had no feelings fr her.. OBVIOUSLY.. im attached to another gal.. DUHHHH... i wont cheat her.. but then.. my gf was creating probs cos of her fren.. her fren was constantly creating sparks between us.. and she din bother to do anythin.. slowly i lost my interest.. then tis gal.. k la.. lets call her ney.. tats wt i call her... HAHA.. da come bak.. ney was der for me wen i was facin my probs.. i still remember.. i was bak at home.. she called ask where was i.. she needed to tok and she din wan go home.. i met her at cck.. so we really din noe wt to do.. we went lot 1.. then we went causeway.. then we went westmall.. all e way jln2 je.. hahaha..masih budak2 pe..then came bak to cck.. we plan to walk to bukit panjang.. haha.. kil time. actually i damn tired.. my legs were aching.. but sacrifice uh.. lol.. walked her home.. was damn fun.. we were tokin all e way.. i din feel e pain at all.. wen i looked into her eyes.. i felt some kind of a feelin in me.. kimak puvan DRAMATIC SIA KAU.. haha.. but ya.. u noe e sudden grow of feelings.. but i told myself im attached.. so it jus dropped.. send her bak home.. e nxt day.. gt into a big fite wit my gf.. i din do anythin wrong sia.. as in she said i damn prngai to her.. kimak.. sape prngai sia.. die nak break.. i din wan to at first cos i wanted to tok tings out.. but no point ya.. break je... i made history sia.. on e day i break i went on wit ney.. power or wt((: ney was reluctant at first.. cos tk rase sedap.. but i say we try tings out and work out.. if it doesn work out jus b frenz den.. THANKS AYU FOR HELPIN((: well INDEED IT WORKED OUT!!((:

if i wan say wt we been thru uh bleh mati sia.. cos uh.. i can tok all e way.. relationship fr 3 years((: sweet sia..i will jus put e tings we been thru fr each other.

wen we went on.. e whole sch came to noe.. i was nt used to e attention.. but after awhile da biase.. we were lik e famous couple in sch.. e whole sch smpai cikgu pon tau.. power or wt.. i lik((: i remember e time i was damn sick.. was shiverin and coughed badly.. but she wanted to meet cos she was missin me.. she din noe i was damn sick.. wen we met.. she found out and scolded me.. but she din allow me to go home.. she put me to slp.. and massage me.. lik tc of me.. remember e times she cooks fr me.. wt i ask she cook fr me.. gt one time i ask fr nasi ayam.. she cook sia.. and she fed me..using hands agi((: i dn lik ppl feed me using spoon.. haha.. mommy's boy wt;D

she will always send me bak home.. its lik we always be 2geda.. from mornin 730am til 730pm.. always 2geda.. really felt e love.. she will giv me lots of random gifts she made by herself.. sometimes i din come sch cos im on MC.. she will come home and feed me and put me to slp.. she will be jus sittin der petting me to slp.. she is e one hu stand up fr me wen anyone throws racist remarks at me.. anyone hu wans her no or kenal2 she straight away say she has a guy named puvan.. usually ppl stop at i hav a guy.. she say smpai my name kuar.. lik she shows and tells everyone im her bf.. i damn glad and proud uh.. she always noes her limits.. every single ting she tells me.. she never hide anything from me.. i remembered she came down for my trainin bola.. i gt into a bad injury.. my legs and hand bleed badly.. she ran to a nearby shop bought plasters and tissues and water.. she rubbed away e blood.. it was really disgustin.. cos e skin semua peel off.. bleedin badly.. but she jus wiped and put plasters fr me.. i was damn touched.. hueva flirts wit her she tk layan.. she will come n tel me.. or sometimes she jus ask tat guy to fuk off.. damn straight forward..i remember we had our formal outin.. DAMN COOOOLL UH.. we were both in formal wear.. smart and hensum.. pretty and hot.. HAHAHAHA.. inside e bus.. we were standin.. her heels were hurtin her.. she took it off but she din wan stand bare foot cos dirty.. she was standin on my leg all e way til bp.. then also we played coca cola in e bus.. and chee ko pah(hweva u spell it).. gt tis young lady looked at us.. she was smilin and laughin in our actions.. and she said " u two are a cute and sweet couple".. tat was random. but it really affected me.. cos i e type liks publicity of hu i am wit.. and a random person givin tat comment it rly meant a lot.. best part we never really fite.. one fite fr 4 months.. hahah.. we had tis basic understandin.. we always tok ting out.. we never really had tis prob PLAYIN BEHIND EACH OTHER'S BACK.. we trust each other.. tats e kind of understandin we hav between each other.. she never lies to me neither do i.. for our anniversary i din prepare much for her.. but prepared so many tings for me.. lik seriously a lot.. all DIY.. she made a photo album of us.. and LOTS of letters tat she wrote that she couldn giv me(something happen in between)..a new shirt.. a lot uh.. i was damn touched.. lik can cry.. serious.. noone was so sweet to me to tis extend b4.. she was lik everythin to me.. cos she never gives me up.. always der always stand up fr me.. she was so call my girlfren, bestfren .mother, sis, enemy etc etc.. cos of some reason we had to split.. nt tat we wanted.. circumstances and life was unfair.. now she is wit a guy fr a year plus.. she is happy.. and im happy to see her happy((: we promised each other dis.. no matter wt happens we will still keep in contact no matter wt.. our status would become BEST FREN((: not cntctin behind our current gf or bf or future husb or wife.. mepek sia.. so my next gf hav to accept me fr tis((:

Thats how my first real love was like.. I STATE AGAIN. TO SOME PEOPLE.. I ONLY REMINISCE.. NOT COS I STILL LOVE HER OR MISS HER OR WT SO EVA SHIT.. IS TO TEL WT KIND OF RELATIONSHIP IM EXPECTING..

I DN WAN LIK E GAL KEEP ON LIE TO ME.. PLAYING BEHIND MY BAK.. NOT SERIOUS.. NEVER WANT TO SETTLE ANYTHIN.. NEVER TOK TINGS OUT.. NO BASIC UNDERSTANDIN.. NEVER SHOW HU HER BF IS.. NOT PROUD OF HU E BF IS.. ETC ETC LA..

i wan my next gal to be opposite of wt i mentioned above.. i can accept her fr hu she is and she can accept me fr hu i am..

i want it to last.. freva((: i hav really learned in life.. i wil be faithful.. im nt gona play around. it ended 3 years ago... im damn faithful.. self proclaim pe puvan.. u wont noe til u try eh((:
expecting to find e rite one soon.. maybe i hav already met her.. but she din prove anythin or showed to me yet.. hmmmm.. let tings happen.. see hu will be e one((:

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

jap eh next post comin.. break jap((:

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